Saturday, May 08, 2004
i just realised sth q spastic. hahaz.. i haf not used my icq for a million yrs. used to connect to icq eagerly cos there'r pple i wanna talk to there but now dun haf any alr. mayb it's cos i can find most of the pple on my icq list in msn lah.. but pple who used to b the ones i wanna talk to r not in my msn list lor.. dun really noe wad i'm saying? nvm.. i'm just wondering abt the fact dat
as time passes, there'll always b pple u knew dat u leave behind as u move on w life. was just telling ben yday sth lyk
"if i died 2day, who will b sad? if there'r pple who'll b sad, apart from my family, who else will remember me 10yrs down the road?" he said he dunno abt other pple, but he will. haha.. my
sweetsweet sister! was q touched :)
slept thru most of the day 2day.. woke up at 11am den when to slp again at 2pm. hahaz.. woke up at 6pm w a slight fever. think i slept too much. hahaz.. but actually i woke up only cos i had a v sad dream. dun really wanna talk abt wad happened in my dream lah but the last part of it was dat i got stabbed by sum1 i noe a few times den was in a taxi trying desperately to tell the driver to calm down. hahaz.. i rem thinking dat the driver is q spastic. i'm the 1 who's bleeding to death but he's the 1 who's freaking out. yeah anw, i was really dying in the dream. when i woke up suddenly, my heart was beating
vvv hard but vvv slowly. not lyk after a run when ur heart beats v fast n hard. was thinking,
mayb some pple die in their slp cos they haf such dreams den their heart stop? hahaz.. q interesting if i died dat way just now. found it kinda cool~
random thoughts at 5:50:00 AM
